- Apathy - Monday, November 06, 2006

When there's absolutely nothing that drives you
and the going is all gone
When everything looks different; harsh and cold
and you can't hear that familiar old tinkle of everything going right
When you can't smell the freshness in the air around you
and nothing you touch moves you enough to make you feel alive
When you're just so apathetic you feel soul-dead
and the indifference gets to your nerves and you still can't do a thing
When you just feel so helpless and useless
and all you stood for is lost, hidden somewhere far, far away
When the situation is so sad you don’t even feel angry
and there's just NO EMOTIONS
When you're too drained to swap away that persistent moth meandering around you
and the keyboard seems to collect dust while you watch it stagnating with regret
When you know you ought to rage, storm and curse
and it's simply so sad that you can't even utter a word
When even your eyes are so exhausted that no tears flow
and life is so meaningless you just want to let it go



I like this poem...at that time I was very very depressed, maybe because I hadn't written in a long time and couldn't figure out what to write about either...can't really remember. either ways, after venting out my frustration through this rambling, it felt SO GOOD.

omg, who invented words?? I love him/her!! Where would I be if I couldn't write and let it all out!!

(i think someone i know might feel this poem appropriate to certain times they've had..)

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