- Yearbook - Monday, November 06, 2006

The yearbook; a gateway
Into a world that was left behind
That can't be entered again
But can be looked upon from the sidelines
As we wish and wish and wish and wish
That time could be turned back.
The memories flash by
Those that are mine and those that are not
Those belonging to people I know now
And love now
How I wish time could be changed
So I could spend more time
More happiness, more laughter
With the people I know now
But did not then.
The realization that nothing is in my hands
The frustration the sadness the madness
Time is evil cruel mean horrid
Fated.
What about those that I've always loved
What about the fact that we cannot be one
Forever and ever more
Because of time time time time.
Time that’s not ours but its own
That has its own rhythm and goes against our wishes
Crawling joyously when we want it to go fast
Cruelly shortening our moments of joy
Doing everything possible
To make our lives miserable.
As the heart grows heavy with feelings
And the mind is filled with memories
I retreat from that world
The one I'd been watching from afar
Wistfulness and envy at its peak
Sadness and longing no less
I close that gateway and come back to reality
Put away the magic' those memories
An innocence and uncomplicatedness now gone
I put it somewhere nearby
Where it will keep reminding me of the joyful days I once had
The love the laughter the joy the magic
It's only hope that will never be lost




the day i took out the sec 4 rg yearbook and went through it again. man, i miss rg. life was so fun. nothing to worry about except for getting a 2.8 so i can enter the best college in the country -.- thats it!

and now, it's like the weight of the world's upon me and i'm gonna sink into this swamp of a life any moment.

"there's gotta be more to life..."

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