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- living a dying life... -
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
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HELLO!! (to no one and everyone. who still looks at this dead old thing anw?) but since i'm so bored, i shall update the world on my life. nothing to write right now, no. guess you're stuck reading my ramblings. as if i don't rant enough already, without ranting some more on my intended-to-be-only-for-poetry blog. oh well, too bad.
well well, life (if you can call this rotten journey a LIFE), is pretty much dying, yes. i mean, WHAT life?? being holed up in my room mugging, the entire day and night, taking breaks only for coffee, meals and always-seeming-too-much sleep, is hardly the kind of life anyone would like. but i suppose i braced myself for this torment in the holidays at the end of last year. can't say i didn't expect it to be this bad. but, well, i can complain, can't i?
yes so whatever you wanna call this thing, for simplicity, let's just stick to life ok. when i have more time on my hands, i'll come up with a proper word for this nonsense. yes, so life...is a big blur. like everything's going so fast. whizzing by, with my brain registering only flashes. i don't even have space in me to savour all the things i want to, this being my last year in rj. last year with like my best friends since forever, cool classmates, great teachers, and an overall fantastic school! what happened to living every moment? i mean that's like my motto or something! live life to the fullest, savour each moment, get the best out of everything...the list goes on. but seems there's hardly enough time to accomplish the academics, forget these intangible necessities of life. it's very sad. and i am powerless to do anything about it. being too ensteeped in the education system that society has thrust me in.
i guess sometimes you gotta accept things whether you like it or not, and me being me, i'm not happy about being forced to do something i don't like.
on the other hand, me being me, i'm looking beyond the dreary mundaneness of studying and school and exams, and taking delight and repose in friendship, music, and the soon-to-be-fantastic life that i will obtain after this year.
yeah, i suppose i'm surviving.
till next time! (whenever it is...)
khush
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